Friday, July 13, 2012

Time to Confess!


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I Confess... I just spent $100 on a pair of jeans. Well, kinda. I got a $100 gift card at work that I wasn't expecting and I found a pair of jeans that I fell in love with... and after using the gift card (which was like free money, right?) I had to pay 44 cents.... so really they aren't $100 jeans b/c I'd never spend that much on jeans... I bought 44 cent Miss Me Jeans.

I Confess... the guy that owns the store (with his wife) brought me the right size, just by looking at me and made a comment that I've lost weight since I was in last. He also proceeded to tell me I was a "Mega Hottie".

I Confess... my husband was the first person I texted to tell that I am a "Mega Hottie". He agreed... good thing or we'd have problems.

I Confess... my daughter has her first real crush. It's a boy from church. I am friends with his parents and I teach Mpact (bible study) to his little sister. He's a good boy and loves Jesus, so I cant really complain... except for the fact that in my head she is still like 3 yrs old and too young to like boys.

I Confess... I am very blessed. I have a good job, wonderful family, a great church, and the list could go on an on. I am thankful that I have more to enjoy that more to complain about.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Birthday Trip to Park City

For my birthday, we got my parents' timeshare in Park City and stayed up there for a few days. We got up there Saturday afternoon and met my parents. The 4 of us ate, shop, and drank and hung out. It was so nice! I had been telling my hubby that for my birthday I wanted to go shopping at the Ann Taylor outlet b/c none of my work clothes fit anymore (too big!!) so we went up there and I ended up with 5-6 new outfits. Yay!

On Sunday we went to Park Silly and ate lunch... then we went home later in the day to get the kids from their dad. On Monday we got Ty off to camp, picked up Taylor from his mom's and went back up... more eating, Alpine Slide and Alpine Coaster, more eating, alot of walking, some pingpong in the ash from the Alpine fire, more eating... I swear thats all we do! LOL

Right before we left for our trip I realized my camera was broken. It was a really nice camera that I had just gotten for Christmas. Sad day! While we were in Park City, I found another one at Best Buy that had the same zoom as my other (18x) but was much smaller so I could put it in my purse and take it everywhere. It has alot of bells and whistles on it, so I was goofing around trying to figure it all out.

Here are some of my pictures:
Drew Swimming

Taylor relaxing by the pool since he couldnt swim b/c of his road rash

My beautiful mama

Me and my mama

Drew coming out of the water

Me and my boys

Cartoon Bryan and Taylor at lunch

Cartoon Parents

Me and my hubby in Cartoon

Sparkley Drew... I told him he looked like Edward (Twilight) when he got in the sun. LOL

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Books of Micah and Nahum

The Life Project: Nahum
Matt Roberts

How many of you remember the playground bully from your Elementary school? That
one kid who matured faster than everyone else. He was faster, stronger and bigger than
everyone else and out to prove it every step of the way. Do you remember the helpless
feelings you had standing face to face with that bully? Trying your best to look strong
but knowing full and well that this was not going to end well. My guess is each of us
know that feeling all too well. For some reason those are the things that seem to stick
with us in life.

In the book of Nahum we find the people of Israel staring down a bully of epic
proportions. The nation of Assyria lead by it’s capital city of Ninevah has been
sadistically picking on Israel for close to a generation at this point. God’s people are sick
and tired of this evil oppression but feel helpless in the face of Ninevah’s strength and
power. As Israel looks to heaven and questions God in this time of great suffering God
responds through the words of a Prophet named Nahum.

Nahum is a book of hope and comfort to those who are being or have been victimized
or oppressed. It is a book for survivors; for those who are looking for a life beyond their
present circumstances. Nahum’s message provides comfort to and compassion for
those who find themselves plagued by evil oppression. It is a book that speaks directly
to those facing hard times and let’s them know that God is attentive, responsive and
loving even in the midst of life's storms.

This is a truth that should still resonate with hope for us as believers today. The truth is
we each still face bullies in our daily lives. The bully of financial hardships. The bully of
broken homes and relationships. The bully of addiction. The bully of depression. I don’t
know what your bullies name is, but I do know that God rules. God is able, just as He
was in the Old Testament, to protect and defend.

I am reminded of Psalm 91:9-16
If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,”
and you make the Most High your dwelling,
no harm will overtake you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;
they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread on the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call on me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him
and show him my salvation. ”

I love this image of God as refuge, protector, defender, hero. And I love that my God is
powerful enough to back up His Word. In Nahum, in Psalms, at the cross and on
countless occasions in my personal life, God has come to my rescue. He IS mighty to
save!!

Monday, July 9, 2012

Fun and Fireworks

This year we were invited by our friends from church to go to the fireworks in Clearfield. John went early to rope off an awesome area for us and a little after 6pm we all started trickling in and filling up the space. There were some fun families who joined us and we had a good time. I've never been to these fireworks before and they were awesome.Thanks for inviting us, Stinnett family. Can't wait until next year!!
Drew and Taylor

Eric wrestling with his kids

Melissa and Bailey

John, Bailey, and Brian

"What's that man doing with those glow sticks in his ears?!"

Friday, July 6, 2012

The Book of Jonah

By Candice Roberts | July 2, 2012

Jonah is such a good story. There are so many lessons that we can glean from its four short chapters. The book of Jonah teaches us that we can’t thwart God’s plans. It teaches us that when we try to mess with God’s plans, God will make a new way. The book of Jonah teaches us about the provision of God; Jonah would have drowned if not for the big fish. The book of Jonah teaches us about the grace of God; Jonah says in chapter 4 verse 2, “I knew that you are a gracious God, slow to anger and abounding in love, a God who relents from sending calamity.” These are all true and Biblical principles found in the Book of Jonah. But they are easy truths. We like them. In fact I like the truth of God’s grace so much that it often gives me goose bumps. And so God is bringing me to another truth found in the book of Jonah and one that doesn’t feel near as good. He is teaching me that to follow Him, I have to lose my sense of entitlement.
Jonah had this sense of entitlement. The idea that he had followed God, was a prophet of God and therefore was entitled to His salvation, entitled to the grace and mercy he received. He probably felt entitled to the big fish that God sent to rescue him. Jonah was important after all. We know he felt entitled to the shade tree that God sent to grow up over him in chapter 4. When the shade tree dies, Jonah says, “I am so angry that I wish I were dead.” Jonah felt he had a right to blessings, grace, mercy, provision, etc. because he knew God. On the flip side, Jonah felt the people of Nineveh were not entitled to any of these things because they had not known God.
Jonah was pretty much a jerk. It is so easy to see. Why then is it so hard for me to see my attitudes of entitlement? I am praying this week that God will bring our attitudes of entitlement to light.
I will be real transparent with you. Here are some things I think I deserve: a family, a home, food in my pantry, clothes in my walk in closet, vacations, free education, health insurance at minimal cost, a job, to worship God freely. I deserve these things because I follow God, because I am a functioning member of society, because my parents told me I do, because…… I just do. Right? Well, it is certainly American to believe I am entitled to these things. “(We) are endowed by (our) Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.” I love these words from the Declaration of Independence. But they are not Biblical.
The Bible doesn’t say I am entitled to a family. In fact Jesus says His coming will bring division within families (Matthew 10:34-35). The Bible doesn’t say I am entitled to a home. Jesus says if we are to follow Him we need realize we may have no place to lay our head (Luke 9:57-58). The Bible doesn’t say I am entitled to a stockpile of food in my closet. Instead Jesus tells us to ask for our daily bread (Matthew 6:11). Walk in closets, vacations, education, health insurance, employment……these are not promised in the Word either. And does the Bible promise us that we should be able to worship Him as we please? No. It promises us persecution if we follow Jesus (2 Timothy 3:12). We are not promised life, liberty or happiness either. Instead the Bible says that whoever loves his life will lose it (John 12:25). We may find ourselves in chains for the Gospel (Ephesians 6:20) and Jesus promises suffering (John 16:33).
The fact is, the only thing the Bible says I am entitled to is death; eternal damnation. “All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God,” (Romans 3:23) “The wages of sin is death, but the GIFT of God is eternal life,” (Romans 6:23).
Do you know what this means? Every time I have happiness, every time I feel the warmth of family, every time I put groceries away, every time I drop my children off at school, every time I worship God freely, I am experiencing the blessings of God. I am experiencing a gift- not something I deserve, not something I have earned, but a gift from my creator. And the fact that I can know Jesus as my savior- that is a gift too. I do not deserve salvation. I do not deserve grace. I deserve death. This way of thinking really kills my sense of entitlement.
This way of thinking also spurs me on to proclaim the Gospel to other people who don’t deserve it; other people like me. Like Jonah, sometimes we get mad at God for showing mercy to sinners. I don’t know which type of sinner you despise most. I do know which sinners that I would like God to smite. For Jonah, it was the Ninevites. To God, it is irrelevant. We are no more entitled to grace than they are. We are all sinners. We are all entitled to death.
I pray that this week we can set down our attitudes of ungraciousness and entitlement. I pray that we will adopt attitudes of thankfulness and humility. Amen.

Friday Confessions 07-06-12


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I confess... that the mud run wasn't terrible. I didnt run very far, just a little ways and then changed to a brisk walk as I had terrible shin splints. I need to learn to run better. Maybe I'll train more for next year. I army crawled through mud, I climbed up rope walls, I ran through bubbles. With the exception of rock cut knees, I survived!

I confess... we went to Park City for my birthday and had a great time. We always go to a bar called The Spur and have chocolate cake shots so that's where we started. It was fun.

I confess... Ty went to Jr High Bible Camp on Saturday before we left for Park City. I swear she doesnt seem old enough. I know she's having a great time, but I miss her. I cant wait to see her tomorrow... although she did inform me that her and a boy from church are "going out" now... not sure what that means in the mind of a 12 yr old, but makes me nervous regardless of how wonderful I think this kid and his family are!

I confess... We took the boys back up to Park City with us after we dropped off Ty. There was a wildfire on the other side of the mountain and we got smoked out and covered with ash anyways. I cant imagine what it would be like right near it. Ugh!

I confess... my niece passed away on Friday. She is being buried today. I am bittersweet about it. She is a disabled child. Always in a wheelchair, never without a feeding tube. She is 13 years old, living much longer than anticipated. While I am sad, I dont mourn like those without hope. I believe in my heart that she is dancing with Jesus right now. What a glorious reunion that must be!! On the other hand, I am devistated for those left behind. My family is so heartbroken. My son asked my why he is so sad...and I told him it's b/c he has such a big heart that loves everyone. He didnt want to leave the funeral home after the viewing last night... he wanted to stay with Bailey. Seeing him that emotional broke my heart even more. Lord, touch my family... let them feel You and know that everything is going to be ok. Amen.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

My niece, Bailey-girl.

Heaven got another angel... dance with Jesus, Bailey Girl!!


Bailey Kim Jensen

Born in Ogden, Utah on Sep. 14, 1998
Departed on Jun. 29, 2012 and resided in Ogden, UT.


Ogden – Bailey Kim Jensen, a special soul who was beset in her mortal existence from birth with challenges, but who brought great unity and peace to her family, left us to return to her Heavenly Father on Friday, June 29, 2012. Bailey was born September 14, 1998 in Ogden; the daughter of Melissa Engstrom Jensen of Ogden and Chris and Heather Jensen of Roy.

For 13 years, Bailey taught her family valuable lessons about love and acceptance. Even though she could not speak, she touched deep into the souls of all who knew her.

Bailey is survived by her mother, father and step-mother; five brothers, Gunner, Corbin, Jaxon, Dylan and Trever; one sister, Tabitha who shared the same challenges as Bailey, the two sisters were soul mates; grandparents, Randy and Cathy Jensen of Lindon; Kim and Bob Geertsen of Roy and Vern Engstrom of Oregon; many aunts, uncles and cousins. She is also survived by her special friend and care giver, Megan Boelter.

Funeral services will be held 11 a.m. Friday, July 6, 2012 at Ogden River Parkway Ward, 1050 21st Street. A viewing will be held Thursday, July 5th from 6 to 8 p.m. at Myers Ogden Mortuary, 845 Washington Blvd. and also prior to services at the church from 9:45 to 10:45. Interment at Ogden City Cemetery.

Special thanks goes to Dr. John Allred and the caring staff at Primary Children's and Shriner's Hospital.