day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you
Over five years have passed now and while I feel things have gotten better over time, I sometimes still get dumped on when you feel your life isn’t what you want. Let go of the negativity and blame and just be happy, cherish the people in your life… your kids, your girlfriend, your family.
I want you to be happy, b/c it does still impact me and those around me. While I don’t think that you want what you used to have, I think you want someone to blame for your circumstances and I am an easy target to vent your frustrations. Someone once told me that you won’t “get it” b/c you don’t have Jesus in your life… so we pray for you often. I hope you can deal with the decisions that have been made and move on with life. Good luck!